I know it is weird to say that the more I am getting older, the more I love my life. Though, I have been concerning about my face more than before (you know what I mean, the beginning of anti-aging product), I really love living my life right now. Maybe, I wasn't be able to be myself or do what I loved when I was younger, that is one of the reasons why gambling with my blogging career has been my everything. Sweats and tears, everything has happened along the journey. Working part-time as a fashion marketeer, I have been enjoying and appreciating every single bit of what is going on. I am sad that my one and only dog cannot celebrate my birthday because he is somewhere in the heaven right now...However, life goes on, right? Looking in the past not just how much I have dedicated to The Equinox Fashion Blog, family, relationship, career, everything has made me stronger.
Happy birthday to me, yet I am not that excited like before. I mean, the more I am getting older, the less excitement I feel. Maybe I am grown up, so it is not like opening the presents anymore. It is my birthday today, 16 August (Yep, same day as Madonna) I went to work, and celebrated with my family, you know, dinner altogether and that's all I wanted. I do not need any presents or special delivery from anyone because I have already been fulfilled with everything that has happened in my life. The bad experiences only made me stronger and tougher, like I am not a little bitch anymore, but more like a tough ass person.
I have never considered myself that I am old because I feel young all the time. Maybe I don't act like 27 years old woman, so people still think I am 22 ha! Another reason why I love getting older is that I can experiment my life in every way. I have always wanted to push my blog to the top like everybody else, and I will make it happen. If others can do it, so can I. I don't have anything to worried because I am not married yet, so there's no commitment or a house to pay for the rent. I have got my marketing job to support my ass, so I have got nothing to lose. That is my motto actually 'all or nothing'
It is all about the commitment and hard-working here. I feel like I've got fired up more and more because my blog has progressed as I have set the goal to. I don't need a fast track to make myself become a superstar in a day. Every dedication makes me feel like everything is worth to sacrifice for. I am going slow, going with the flow, but I am on my way. Thank you everything that happened in the past, thank you everyone who supports my stubbornness, thank you my family and my dog who always there for me when I fall, and thank you all of you, my friends, blog readers, followers, everyone :)
